I enjoy working hands-on. I love touching different textures and sensations with my hands, because of that I feel this force pushing me away from digital technology and digital art. But my course must develop digital skills so I had to drag myself to lectures. Most of the time there were about 3 of us in class, more often than not it would be only me and my lecturer because everyone skipped. I felt like a nerd. But I knew I needed someone to keep me on track so I went.
Everything is confusing and I keep missing things and feel behind.
Working with AutoCAD and SketchUp is hell. I keep not seeing what I need to see from my viewpoint. Maybe these are growing pains.
I got back my grade from the architecture module and am heartbroken. I feel like I put quite a bit of work but my mark is horrible. But I know stress makes me sick so I just have to move slow and steady.
Slow and steady wins the race.
Slow… Steady…
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